I admire you
Not to sound mean but you are over weight, I've heard u have a eating disorder how do you battle with it
You don’t sound mean, haha. I am over weight. I’m still technically battling my eating disorder, (btw: my eating disorder is a bit weird, I can go many days without eating, then some days I eat up my whole house; so I don’t know what’s your type of eating disorder) I can’t explain how hard it is have a ED, I’m sorry that you have one, you’ll get through it btw. At times I write down what I eat, it helps me to remind myself to actually eat. I’m over weight because I tend to binge. I can loose weight then gain it all over. That’s why it’s so hard for me to loose weight. Another good point is maybe like having some sort of control of when you want to binge, maybe you can eat smaller portions. I know that’s hard, I really do, but you can do it! You can also have a friend to remind you to eat, having a good friend on your side is always helpful. Meditation is great as well. I wish this wasn’t anonymous though, I care for your health!! Wow I’m really worrying for you :( please MSG me again if these points did not help you
How do you deal with your depression?
I personally read alot. I try to push away all the negativity I have in my life. I do not vent to anyone, so whoever tells you that you must vent or talk to someone, that is not true. You can release your feelings in another way not only just talking to someone. I do talk to people such as my close friends, but I do not expect them to always be there. I’ve had friends that i thought they’d be with me forever, “true friends” (as we call them) but they aren’t in my life anymore. Why? Well because honestly that’s just life, and some people aren’t meant to be in your life. You cannot just search for happiness, you cannot just set your mind to that. Think about your well being, appreciate what you have, read, spend time with people who make you feel good! Do not always do what you want, sometimes doing what you want can be bad things. I’ve been in situations where I think I’m happy because I’m in a party, drinking or just around my “friends” sometimes being a party can just drain you out, and what you actually need is just some alone time. Please next time take off the anonymous, I care for you, and I hope this helped out a bit. If you need more explaining then MSG me again.
i feel like every week i’m just like “i need to get through this week”
My brother killed himself
on the twenty-eighth Thursday of last year
and I missed four days of work
and my mom wanted to know ‘Why’.
he was always a fan of beauty
but what he did
was not beautiful at all.
And last week I got the news
that one of my good friends from high school
except this time
she’d gone too far
and now she was gone.
And I had a hard time falling asleep at night
and her mother
hugged me tight
and thanked me for coming to the service
but I did not
want to be there at all.
This is not
The girl down the street
would’ve turned 21 last year
and I can scarcely imagine
the wild times she would’ve
But she is buried six feet deep
after falling nearly 300
and she did not leave a note.
This is not
My freshman year of college
and my roommate was beautiful
and how I wanted to be just like her.
But she wore herself down
till she was
and if you blinked
you had to go and find her all over again.
So now her parents are no longer supporting her college tuition
but are paying her hospital bills
watching their daughter crumble.
This is not
So y’all can take your narcissistic
of self harm and eating disorders and committing suicide
and shove them as far up your ass
as you possibly can.
Starvation is not beautiful.
Killing yourself is not beautiful.
is not beautiful.
This note I am writing
is not beautiful.
you are beautiful
and it’s about damn time you start believing it.
"You’re really good at not letting people love you."
i’m such an asshole but i’m also a very kind-hearted person who likes making ppl happy and if i love u i will love u with all my heart and all my soul but then i’m also such an asshole